hey hey so i havnt posted in a while let me catch you all up on my life... i started lame ass school again over a month ago and yes i still hate it with a passion its dumb but my school sux! hmm i died my hair pink its ok but i kinda miss my brown hair lol.. i havnt been home too much lately ive been at camis over weekends then school on weekdays so all i do is sleep here haha ive been waiting for that to happin because i don't realy like it here its not home i mean yeah its "home" but it doesnt realy feel like a home i want to stay in sorry about the absence of punctuation and all that jazz i prommise next time they will be there.. well oh yeah i have a bf and thats all thats new ahh what a life <3

<33 the pritty little LoZeR nextdoor

Kay

ahh its me

life is what you make it yeah sure bad things happen but then again flip it around more good things happin then bad right?  i mean you are alive and you woke up this morning well isnt that a good thing? and every day we wake up and learn something new wether we learn from a mistake or learn something that will help us out later in life it turns in to something good.. i mean think about it everything we do in life teaches us something that we will need sooner or later. and today i decided not to depend on anyone but myself because we can only rely (spelling) on our selves.. hmm ok well im done being all richious or what ever you would like to call it.. hmm i need to figure out what i would like to do with my life lately i feel like im just wasting my life away watching tv... yeah i realize that im only 16 but in two years i will legaly be an adult and be faced with a whole mess of life changing decitions like where to live how im going to pay bills where to go to college and a whole list of other things i will have to do.. and ive been doing nothing to help prepair myself for that leap. i wish i could justbe a kid for ever but unfortunitaly i cant.. whaa ok im seriously done now.. so today i did nothing i wanted to hang out with some friends but they never called me back ( the whole rely on your self thing) so i sat at home and did nothing! got a call from a different friend and cant hang out with him because im on brat duty which sux ass because i want to go out ive been home for two days i think that enough but then again i will have money which is a necesity in the summer time lol.. chris dumped me he didnt blieve me which is ok i have my whole life ahead of me to be worried about guys when half of them arnt right for me.. and the thing is when its time to find the right person it will just happin ya know.. ok well im about done talking for a while now i will update soon

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kay

hmm so this weekend started off well yesturday i hung out with chris and his sister alyson. she is very nice fyi lol yeah soo chris shaved his head..

so it kinda looks like that but with less hair :( its gunna take some getting used too oh well
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Kiarah